BOO

That is Blood of Olympus, the last book of the Heroes of Olymous book series. And I have not yet bought it *sad face*

But I was able to read it during our pseudosembreak, we were at BGC and naturally we drifted to Fully Booked. There were a lot of BOO copies and I just had to sit down and read it. I only had a few hours left of the day so I decided to only read Nico's part, or the ones where his name appears.

I swear everytime I remember Nico and his ending of the book, I get teary-eyed. Finally he has a sort-of-happy ending. And this time with a new "love interest"! I got on that ship faster than a speeding bullet! Solangelo (nico di angelo/will solace) is such a cute pairing! And I love how will is a son of Apollo and he is a medic! So yay for associations with my profession! I love their dynamics and how Nico was able to finally tell Percy about his crush on him and how he let his crush go, and then suddenly a new one arises. Sure it was just a small hint, but that hint is already a great big show sign for us fangirls!

Of course, med life has not been so forgiving for all my dalliances with other things except for medical related things. We have upcoming Neuro pracs and long exam that I should really concentrating on because I have a failing grade. I do not want to repeat this subject! So help me God!

After this Neuro thing I am giving myself some luxury by either watching some tv shows and/or reading some solangelo fanfics.
Happy Nico is my drug and I need it like I need food.

I'm Tired

I'm tired of screwing myself over and over again. I know I want high grades but I'm not studying. Instead I sleep, watch a movie or a series. Or go to the internet and tumblr. Even when I don't have anything going on. I don't study. I hate myself so much.

Week Update

I think it has been quite a while, or a few days since I wrote something here.
This is actually surprising because a year or a few months would pass before I remember about his blog again and write something.

This week has been weird. I mean, it is kinda like the mellow week before the next week when we have our Physiology long exam and our Biochemistry departmental, and the following week with a ton of exams and practicals.

So what we did for this week was our lab conference reports. In physiology, I actually got praised by Dr. Cuizon. This was really surprising and both the class and Dr. Campomanes were shocked and I felt great with a side of guilty. I have never responded well when I did well and my friends didn't. Ana got a big lecture about her 4 minute overtime in her report. I mean, I thought that she should have known that she should only report for three minutes, but she prepared 20 slides in her powerpoint. I know that my report should only last 5 minutes, so I prepared 7 slides. Sure, she screwed up, and she also had a fault in it, and I shouldn't feel bad, but I do. ugh, survivor's guilt.

Aside from feeling survivor's guilt, I was feeling proud as well. I finished my report at exactly 5 minutes. Practicing the night before gave me a really good shot. Yeay!

We had a sleepover at Ana's last night. It was fun! There was food, chips and chocolate. I love sleepovers! and especially at someone's with a lot of stacked food in their house. yay!
Of course there was a matter of class with Dr. Maglonzo the following day, but whatever! I was the last to sleep that night.

We are probably gonna change our research already. And we have to hustle to get the paper done by November 3. It's gonna be a validation study, because we are gonna make a tool for assessment of Health-seeking behavior. yay or nay? I hope we can get through this.

Here's to October!

F*CKING thesis

I cannot mention enough how I hate doing thesis. Or research work Or DEFENSE!!!
UGH. My entire life is now back on the sinking ship of my despair. I cannot believe I let my hopes up for finishing my powepoint and anatomy sgd part with still 3 hours before Monday.
I was happy then I got a sudden reminder that there would be defense of our proposal TWO fucking WEEKS from now.

Ugh, there is no such thing as a happy place.
Plus, I know that we got a good grade last defense but that was a one-hit-wonder! I don't know if I am capable of doing such again! I don't even care about the thesis right now and the author of the questionnaire has not replied with the validity or reliability of their questionnaire. I hate myself.

Bipolarity

I don't know why but even I find myself weird. I mean come one, one moment I'm the affectionate fluffy buddy and then the next I'm the next Ochie of the group.
Speaking of who, Ochie, she's having fun in USA right now, eating delicious food but in the expense of the weight gain seen in the american population. I tease her as being a couch potato though, meh we miss her already. Especially staying at her house and eating home food.
Anyway, Ochie is my prime example of no-touchy-touchy introvert so you get the comparison now right? (probably not because the reader cannot relate and I am too lazy to further elaborate on my friends)

Oh and we were able to go the mall a while ago, despite the flood in our street. It was not that deep and we were able to walk by the side of the streets. There was this yummy soft serve in the basement of the mall. They used corn as the main ingredient of the cone, I like it very much, in fact it totally filled my tummy but I was craving for something else, so I ate again. UGH, goodbye money hello more calories.
But my sister hated it because it threatened to destroy her braces, which were really expensive.

Then study time for me. Biochemistry, Anatomy SGD and Physiology LabCon ppt.

Can't wait for the break! Back to Butuan na please!

Rain Rain Go AWAY

Remember when I used to place the rain in my 'okay' list, well that lasted for only a short time because right now I hate the rain.

I wanted to go to the mall in a warm Sunday afternoon, where I could pay my electric bills and Myles could withdraw and we could finally eat our (super duper) late lunch. But no, the rain had to express its raindrops at the time that me and Myles were ready to go out!

I am wearing pants, and since I needed to get my laundry before I forget it. I braved the strong rain and got utterly wet. UGH.

Saturday Sleep-A-TON!

I didn't know I was that sleep deprived!
But apparently my saturday was all about me sleeping. All day on the bed was actually really nice, no disappointments, no expectations and no people around. It was all about me and surprisingly I had no recollections of my dreams.

At about 6pm, I decided to wake up and start my day. I cooked dinner, watched Awkward with Myles. Actually we finished season 3 already! It was such an addicting show that demands to watched episode after episode after episode. It was very convincing, so much that when Jenna and her parents were eating chips, I had the sudden urge to eat chips, and so did my sister.

We actually went out twice this night, the first time was for chips and drinks, and the second time was for Army Navy's burger and a 1.5 liter of coke.

The second time was a bust. And it was fitting for the tv series I was watching because it was an awkward meet and greet in the middle of the street.

My sudden realization that it was indeed Miko and a couple of his friends on the middle of the street was a shock to me, so my instinct was to greet but at the moment I have forgotten his name, which happens all the time for me. I am so bad with names! Anyway, my next instinct was to 'pssst' at him, which as what my sister said, was really WIERD. Ugh. And his instinct was a greet hug.
Humiliating for me because, he didn't recognize me immediately, and I don't do hugs that much. I was told that I was a very awkward hugger thus me avoiding them. And we were not really that close friends…and stuff. And he is cute, and tall and really really nice. He was the one who gave me episodes of Walking Dead.

Whatever, I'm just gonna brush it off like the cool hearted girl that I actually am [I think, or I assume I am].

Here I am now, actually wanting to vomit out all the food that I had ingested this night. But I hate vomiting so that is a no go.