11/19/2014

Afraid NeuroExam

I am so annoyed at myself for not being good at this!

I am not used to failing and I am so scared that I am loosing faith that I won’t fail. I need 96/120 or 80/100 in the neurology exam (it depends on the number of items) I am so scared. Scared for my whole freaking life right now.

And I can only express it here. I guess. I hate telling people my insecurities. I mean maybe sometimes to my sister when I am in the mood or if I just kept on thinking about it over and over again that I really have to tell someone. And that someone is my sister.

Blood makes it all right because they have no choice but to love you no matter what. But friends?, College or highschool? That is a completely another story.

I am just not comfortable enough to share those thoughts. Not yet. Not now, and maybe not ever.

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