To dissect or Not to dissect?

We started dissecting people (dead person) last week. Today is the second time I would be dissecting on a cadaver.
It's weird because I am having fun, but apparently I am not doing a good job at it.
I just dissected the Intrajugular vein because I though it was the carotid sheath. I was wrong and I feel like a great disappointment.

I want to be a surgeon someday but looking at my performance today, am I right for that field of Medicine?
Or maybe it's still too early for me to say?
Or is it the right time for me to see if I am better at other fields of Medicine?

I don't really know, and this is just bugging me.
Hopefully I would find my answer sometime soon.
Ciao.

Being a Fujoshi and Medschool

Wow, can i just say how long it has been since i write something here. I think that was too long of a time.

Today is a Monday, but tomorrow I have no classes because of the end of Ramadan. I have some time to relax and surf through the internet. And it was during this harmless surfing of the internet that I realized that I want to watch anime.
This is a dilemma, well this is something that should be easily solved but because of my desire there is a conflict of interest. You see, if I watch anime, I would be using a lot of time when I could be doing my assignment in Histology or study for Biochem or research for PrevMed.

I know my priorities and that is why I am writing in this blog.

Yup, I definitely know my priorities (btw, I am being sarcastic)

And these shows are shounen-ai material or sports anime and they are such great shows and it makes me happy. BUT I have subjects to study, and cells to draw and chemical compounds to memorize.

I was just thinking how hard it is to be a Fujoshi in Med school.

IT IS SO DAMN FUCKING DIFFICULT.

Especially when there are really good shows on air right now. I can't help but let them load and then watch the episodes. BUT I MUST NOT. Time is VERY VERY precious.

Btw, did I mention I am studying to be a doctor, to get my MD, especially since I already got my RN. *winks*

Well, that has been my life since. Back to school in Med school.