But this is just a really small crush...just that, I admired his talent. And he was a senior so by next year, I won't see him again. So when I was walking with a friend, my peripheral vision detected him, he was walking in the hallway parallel to us, so i sped up, leaving my friend for a while, so that maybe i could just catch a glimpse (oh gawd, it was really weird for me) but my friend called me back because she had to clarify something our fellow classmate texted, (it was an announcement or something, i didn't really listen because i might miss him) after that i hurriedly walked to this intersection of the hallway but to no avail he was not there anymore.
I felt sad, but a sudden thought went in my head, maybe he went to the Organization room. It was a big possibility, after all the org room was just near the hallway he was walking in. So I immediately thought of a reason why i had to go to the org room. My plan was, I just wanted to check if the book i was looking for in the shelves was there or somebody took it (even though earlier in the day, i knew somebody took it). That was the plan, and hopefully, he was just hanging out in their stall (which by the way is the same stall where the shelf of books are :})
Okay, so I told my friend that I'm going to check something and then I went in the org room. In the stall. And then. ASDFGHJKL! HE WAS THERE. SITTING. TEXTING.
and I'm like 'ASDFGHJKL...remember remember the alibi...you were here to check on the book...not because you wanted to see him...no...so JUST FREAKIN BREATHE' and just looking at the shelf of books, feigning irritation that it was not there... when suddenly (gawd, i almost had a heart attack)
HE TALKED TO ME.
let me repeat that. HE TALKED TO ME.
HE TALKED TO ME.
HE TALKED TO ME.
omifreakinggawd
HE TALKED TO ME.
He actually remembered me from this community development (com dev) thing our organization went to, because he was there too.OMIFREAKINGGAWD.
and during that time we didn't really talk. actually there was only this one contact. It was early in the morning, we had to meet up to go for the com dev and as per usual, I arrived on time but most of the people were late (about 30 min - 1hour) so I was just sitting on the pavilion, and then he came and sat at the opposite. I was quiet because i recognized him from his performance. Then he got up and fell something, so I (being polite and because it was near me) picked it up and handed it over to him. and he said thanks. I didn't get to reply because my other friends arrived already. so yeah.
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
OKAY. back to the HE TALKED TO ME
He actually just asked me if I know the number of one of our professors because he was probably thinking that that professors became our instructor. and he was right, but sadly i didn't have the instructors number instead told him that maybe one of my friends (which is part of his organization) has one.
So he said thanks and i replied you're welcome.
AND yeah, I almost ran out of that room.
I COULD LITERALLY FEEL MY HEART PUMP HARDER AND SKIP A BEAT AND MY FACE AND EARS HEATING UP.
and that was the reason why I smiled all day. and everyday.
until I found out that he was kinda...well,...gay. (well, according to the comment posted on his fb pictures) :< but I think some part of me is still in denial, after all, what if it was just a joke (the comment) or what if I just misunderstood the comment. :) or stuff...
le sigh. but the main point is, I will never forget how i felt during those moments. the craziness and the almost heart attacks, the scheming, the face and ears heating up and the smiling too. It was very memorable that day on March 16, 2012
